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The dormitroy of JosephMarch 15 Thursday, March 15, 2007 Clear Go! Go! Go! When I felt dejected, I told myself to hold on for a moment more, and I would reach the land of success. And I also believe that a friend in need is a friend in deed. But it’s regretful for me that I can hardly find a friend in deed, at least at present. In my dormitory, the four members don’t get along well with each other. For my part, I think that we are not a community, but individual more. Of course, we should be ourselves at first, but it’s quite different in my dormitory. Especially one that I find I can not bear him anymore. The most ridiculous thing is that the three of the dormitory haven’t talked to him for a year, and it is the same too. We three are hostile to him and he must be the same. It’s cause that he took his gf come to the dormitory too often that we became annoyed, and a girl’s frequent visit made we embarrassed. What’s more, the gf of him is too strained. He just didn’t care whether did the three of us mind of this. He had little friend, just did everything for his gf , what a poor man! I feel a pity about this kind of man. He lived for nothing but just for a woman. Then the other two, they are both normal person, compared to the poor man above. They sometimes were very kind, and left me a feeling of being brothers. But too often they disturbed me. They turn up the volume of music to a very high level, and this made me feel sick. Hope one day I can have an intimate friend. March 14 A little tired
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Sunny
A phone call
It’s has been eight months since I saw my parents last time, as for others especially some girls, they must miss them much and be homesick. In contract, I do not feel homesick and just think about my parents a little. It’s because of a long period of separation in my childhood that made me so independent. I don’t know it is a blessing or a curse, in one hand, I learn a lot by myself alone and the life gives me perseverance which is very important in my future life. But in the other hand, I find that I was just estranged from my parents. Now and then, I can feel a little sad about this. I’d like to have a desire like others that I can depend on my parents, actually, I get nothing. They want to care me, but often I object to that, I have used to be in the situation only myself. It’s not correct, I know, and I have formed most part of my character, just too difficult for me to change. I am sorry that if I ever once hurt you, my dear parents.
I didn’t often call my parents, but they called me frequently and every time in the phone they would blame me for not giving them a call on my own initiative. I want to apologize to you now. I believe that I have grew up.
Today I called them in my own initiative, and I felt nice!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Sunny
A nice day
Finally the sun goes out, there’re sunshine all over the world.
So fine weather implies me a different mood, indeed, it’s fine today. Really wish this mood can be permanent.
There days I didn’t do much thing, just a lot of trivial ,but compared to the days I spent in the past, it has changed much, I can feel substantial. To have words with my Jinky made me annoyed and even don’t want to do any thing. Now and then I surely want to call her, but considering that she may still very angry with me, so just wait some time and leave her some private space, for both of us. I must acknowledge that I have a bad temper and I often take my anger on her in the condition that it is not her fault. I must say sorry, but it is my character and everybody has their personality. Will she forgive me for my crude? Just leave her some time, I do think everything will goes well. For the most part, I didn’t mean to hurt her ,but I just can control myself. Consequently, we both feel upset. In my deep heart, she is always the most important for me, but she can’t discover this.
Avril’s voice sounds sweet, and her songs always move and lighten me when I’m in a bad mood. At present I’m listening “WHY”.
Sat, Mar 10, 2007 Overcast Have a rest As it is the first weekend and I have been working hard during the first weekdays, I set myself a day off and left some Kart game hours to myself. But I just feel lack of sleeping. If I didn’t remember wrong, I must have owed a lot of money to my classmates. It is the last term that I bought a rolling shoes which cast me 500RMB and some counterparts also took a lot. It’s the main reason that a own a lot of money, but there’re still many other causes such as using money in no plan ,always some useless things some may be a little luxurious. Now I’m struggle to go out this situation, the first thing to do should be also making a plan about the use of money. I have realized that a rational scheme is very important. Just do it as planned, and you’ll succeed.
March 09 A little tiredFri, Mar 9, 2007
Shower
A little tired
Feeling a little tired today as the rain doesn’t seem to stop at all. Compared to many people, the level of I is at the bottom though I'm an university student in my second year. Just I know what I have mastered exactly, it’s very few that I even doubt whether I was sleeping the past two years. Sometimes I can gather nothing from my mind, then I will feel tired. After I watched some strangers’ English blog, many of them are university students, I discover two things. One is that they all have a powerful faith of writing that support them to writer all the time. The other is that I still didn’t make up a decision that what I should do with myself. Every time like this, I get puzzled. It’s my laziness and idleness that defeat me, the temptation of computer games, the warm bed, and a lot of other things. I just won’t give the way to them the following days. Be in a messThursday, March 08, 2007 Shower Be in a mess It’s a day in mess. I set the phone to ring me up at six to twenty this morning, but I slept over time again------I just shutdown it and went on my bedtime. God blesses me! So it means that I didn’t fellow my study plan this morning. Nothing can get me down unless I allow it to do so. Tomorrow I will definitely get up at the time I set which is six to twenty, though it is almost the midnight when I write this diary. March 8 is the women’s day. I can remember clearly that the members of my dormitory sent each girl in my class a rose as a present last March 8.It’s very interesting that time. But this year’s March 8 seems like so quiet, there’re no activities except the only remark hanging in the camp saying “caring about the women”. In addition, the library’s women staffs had a day off, because there are no men staffs working in the library of my school, the library closed for a day resulting I wasted some time waiting there to borrow some books. Bad luck day. It’s very late today. I must hurry now, as I must be full of energy to face the challenge of tomorrow, and a good sleep is the basic thing. Today is the border that divides yesterday what you have been and tomorrow what you can be. So fighting every today! |
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